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Love…
A few weeks ago I and two of my friends where talking about love. Usually I’m not into such things; I’d rather talk about something meaningless, maybe even the whether, but not something like love. It started of simple, my friend started complaining about her boyfriend the other one joined in a few seconds later and all I did was sit there quietly and listen since I’ve never had much experience in that department. And all of a sudden one of them asked me if I had a boyfriend or someone I loved. And I just sat there gaping like a fish. What was I suppose to say? That I had fallen once and but was just simply used lately? That I’ve never had a bf and that I don’t believe in love? That I think its lust and not love? Well in the end I decided to tell them what I thought about this “love” thing. And they just stared at me as if I was from another planet, one of them even felt sorry for me. I do think that there is such love like love towards your family, sibling; pet maybe even your hobby, but not that kind of love.
Honestly I don’t get people these days, why is everyone so obsessed with love? Its pathetic to look at. And I’ve seen plenty examples of that. Almost makes me wanna say like in that song, where’s the love? There are just so many things in this world yet to experience besides something that we made up in our mind and made it a number one priority. Look around you, this world is just so beautiful. Why cant you just stop and look around you. Everyday we are running to work, worrying about our financial needs, some of us about our looks more then about others and in the end of the day heading towards the nearest local bar hoping to meet that one “true love”. Wake up people! This planet is so beautiful, why cant you just stop and smile at the sun. Look down under your feet and find a dozens of other life living literately under our feet in the grass. Give some of that “love” to a passing stray dog, help a person in need, give some love to some one who is having a hard time instead of feeling sorry and not doing anything about it, keeping that “love” for that special “someone” that will obviously never come.
I’m not going to make everyone believe that there is no such thing as love and I’m not going to judge you if you believe in it, I’m just saying it from my point of view. If you get lucky enough to find this love thing, then I’m happy for you. Just don’t get to in to it, look around.
I'm getting EMOtional again...
The more we learn the more we know,
The more we know the more we forget,
The more we forget the less we know.
Why should we learn then?(c.)
Well,its true,you have agree! I don't know how about the others,but i just hate school,i mean whatever do we learn there?The teachers hardly care about your knowledge, only there pay. Everything we learn there we forget in like 3 months. I just don't see the point. When i was in school it went like this: get up at 5:30AM ,fail the math test,get home at three,here parents screaming,do homework,have dinner,sleep.The next day is pretty much the same... Only now that i'm home schooled its worse,every time i ask some one for help they are all like "Its your problem,solve it yourself." And i'm not even in college yet for Pete's sake!(who the hell is Pete anyway?)I'm tired,i'm bored,i'm sick with a flue, i'm annoyed with home work, i'm whatever.There i'm done. Wow!That feels really good getting that of my chest.
Sweet 15.
My 15th Birthday was on the 4th actually...It wasn't a party most people have or like they show in the movies. But i don't exactly like parties, in fact i like it when only my closest friends and i get together,we went to the movies and had a lot of other fun. I'd love to describe everything in details, but i have homework on my shoulders and some angry teachers. So see ya.
Yours till the next entry.
Happy New Year!
Hi guys!Happy New Year! And Merry Christmas too,though its a bit late for that now^^` Anyway,hope this year will bring you luck,happiness and uh all the good stuff =D Right now i still have like two hours till 12:00 and i guess i'll be waiting till then!Bye,see you in the New Year!:)
Another entry.
Yesterday me and my mum went to the horse show KL Grand prix.Most riders where from Britain,Germany,Malaysia,Spain,Netherlands and etc. Some swiss dude got the first place.And his majesty the king was even there!It was fun but a bit tiring.I mean it lasted for almost five hours, they had pony games for children from clubs from all over the country,group riding and other small shows before that(some i don't even remember hehe ) The horses where beautiful though, their couts where shiny,and some had really cute shades of colours.
Well I'm feeling rather pessimistic today....in fact all week. I am having some really hard times at school,not to mention at home. My dad is (as usually) away and it seems ill be celebrating my birthday AND Christmas alone with my mum....Oh and im going to celebrate both of those days without snow!I mean i am in love with snow,can you imagine Christmas without snow? Well this would be like my forth Christmas without it. Oh and im also sick and tired of the fake cristmas trees. People here don't even celebrate it like at home, sure some put decorations but there is no spirit :( I must seem like such a loser right now,but i can't help it i love Christmas. That's like the only reason for which i'm living for. Maybe this hopeless attitude will where of,but not any time soon.
I'm hoome!
I just got home from Belarus(well actually Belarus is my home,but its like having to homes at once,if you know what i mean) Anyway, now is like 12:43AM when back home its like 7:00PM!So i'm having a bit of difficulties adjusting...Um i gotta go now,i'll update new pics tomorrow then,see ya!
From Russia with love.
Hi everyone!I'm in Belarus right now (just came back from Russia three days ago).I was visiting my uncle and a few of my mums friends.I haven't been in Belarus for three years now and the city changed a lot since then. When i get back(the 28th October) i will update some very beautiful images i've got for you,you'll love them;)The autumn scenery is amazing. But its cold here,like 5C-7C. In Moscow it was even just 1C!So im a bit sick too. I'm on my friends computer right now(wich is sooo slow by the way), cause i had to leave my laptop behind. And since i've got problems with the internet in my house, i won't show up often:( Anyway,see ya later!
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Today was a very boring day
Everything is the same way it always is:i go to school,get shouted at buy my history teacher,come home,parents not home(always away on competitions), do hard homework, go to bed. The next days is pretty much the same....I'm in Langkawi right now though,just came a few days ago and my mum still made me take some books and study here and shoot at the same time. When is something interesting going to happen in my life.... Oh and i'm going to the beach tomorrow, maybe will get a few good shots. Good night,journal, its already 1:50AM
Kadet?
Eeek!My mum just told me she was thinking of sending me to become a cadet *falls in unconsciousness* Me?Oh come on!I want to be a photographer, not some young solder :( I thought usually dads want that kind of things(((Who the heck even stuffed that thought in her head? Well i hope she will rethink that option....I think i have a headache from all of those thoughts X( I'm sooo dead...
Hello.
Today's the first day i start this sit of mine lets see how it goes.